Gusto ko lang tong ishare sa inyo. wait may inyo ba? hahahaha kung sino man nagbabasa nito. Alam ko nasesearch tong blog nato sa search query ng google pero yun is if sinearch yung name ko and umabot kasa 8th page wahahahaha. Siguro obssess lang sakin yung nagbabasa nito which is I doubt.
Sooo last October, october 2018 ata. I ended a relationship with the very first girl I ever loved. Masakit pala talaga sa una. Ibinigay ko yung all ko then umabot pang march 2019 yung pag move on ko. which is ok lang we all have time to move on. Last December I met a girl on tinder. Yes sa Tinder, gumawa kasi ako ng account powerpoint hahahaha gusto ko lang hanapin ex ko nun. Then on the first few matches, I matched with this girl named Rodessa. I dont know how, but I think sya yung unang nagchat sakin. Tinanong kung taga cea bako. And ayun I checked her profile may mutual nga kami. Di ko nageexpect ng kahit ano, but why not hahaha kadorm nya yung isa kong kaklase. We chat for a night then stopeed talking again. I dont know what comes to my mind that I added her on fb on the new years day eve. Then we continued talking for almost 4 months until April 29. She is more than a friend to me. Always ko na syang nakakausap. She helped me forget about my previous relationship. If not for her, Im still hoping na mangyari samin ni Steph. Then decided to limit my feelings, because I felt unfair kasi baka di ko mapanindigan yung nararamdaman nya. Yes I know Im a jerk, I just hurt her feelings. Then after a few days of awkward talking, I realized na ayaw ko ng ganun. Then I asked If I can come to her competition. Then pumunta nga ko then I saw her, and she saw me. It was different. For 4 months of talking, the first time I met her narealize ko yung worth nya. Sobrang laki ng halaga nya for me and ayoko mawala yun. The next day, I was thinking all about her. I started producing butterflies on my stomach whenever I'm thinking of her. Medyo awkward pa nung una kasi I know aware sya na nililimit ko feelings ko. But tinanggal ko yun. For a week, nagmukha akong manliligaw. If you're reading this, I just want you to know na sobra kong swerte na nameet kita. Then ayun after a week nagkita kami as real first date on May 11. Ill save the storie for future post.
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